BLOG... I'm veryy veryy tired of all these already, i keep coughing like non-stop.. i even suddenly wake up to vomit when i keep coughing while sleeping.. it's terribble... all these, i just want her to stop seeing that guy... is it worth it, i'm so tired now...

If you see this, you know why i want go smoke, is not because of stress, or what.. but the thing is that you told me you wont go with smokers and get together with any of smoker.. but, now, you are pratically liking one smoker, how contradicting can it be.. i tell you.. if you were to get tgt with him or whatsoever, i will chose to smoke.. cause.. like you said, if you hate smokers, but got together with one.. then i will turn into one so that i can be one of the options that you can consider for..