It's Me the chopsticks

 This is me... Ian

Ian
o4'11'91
MSHS;YYSS
Bur Sotong
Daydreamer
ian_daydreamer@hotmail.com
Frienster: http://profiles.friendster.com/17090530

My Chopsticks

<>ADORES~ &!
*Mii*
*Myself*
*Polite Frens*
*Chatting*
*Messaging*
*Hanging Out*
*True frens*
*My Family*

<>LOATHES~ &!
*Vulgarities*
*Flirts*
*Bullies*
*Liars*
*Blamed for nothing*
*Backstabbers*
*Being Threaten*
*Rumours*
*Exams*
*Rude people*
*People who speak in 2 dialects such as chinese and hokkien :x*
*People who despise others*

<>WISHES~ &!

*Better grades*
*Stay happy*
*More friends*
*No bullies*
*Meet more polite friends(:*
*Messages*
*Laptop*
*No stress*
*Going out with friends*
*Have a pet dog/puppy*
*Have a pet cat/kitten*

We Fumble With Chopsticks

Andy|
Anping|
NIBYA^^|
Anisah|
Boonkiat|
Brenda|
Charmaiine|
Cheryl|
Chermaiine|
Choiyan|
Cindy |
Elizabeth|
Esther|
Fakheerah|
Georgina(wordpress)|
Georgina|
Gibson|
Guowei|
Haiping|
Ian Leong|
Jasmine|
Jenny|
Jiayi Lim|
Jiayi Sim|
JingKai|
JonathanToh|
Junjie|
Kaishing|
KaiHaw|
Khaiyin|
King Heede|
Laila|
Meipo|
Melody|
Michelle|
Mingyan|
Nasiha|
Neelam|
Noel|
Peiqi|
Rachel|
Raihan|
Rebecca|
Velda|
Yanzhen|
Yishan|
Yiwei|
Yilong|
Yuang Chin|
Yushan|
Zhichao|
ZhenLing|



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Friday, November 26, 2010

Hey blog again, today i'm post 2 post today.. sigh, i guess i feel moody that's why.. firstly, it's because of my exams today late after, i feel bery terrible now.. I vomitted, headache, heartpain.. stress.. just literally feel like dying..

Sigh, there's many things that really is going thru my mind now.. I'm thinking of the time where i went to find you and he's there, the time where he sent you to school.. tell me really, have you really fallen for him.. i feel so terrible..~ .. you keep smsing him, sweeter then how you sms me when i was with you.. even saying missing him.. saying morning to him every morning, and every night.. it just felt like you have founded a new love.. i prefer you stab me with a pen knife now. jjust stab it in.. i feel very tired..

I just felt like my first love is a sad one.. i just keep lying to myself.. how much fascination can i get from this, I know you said you won't get into a relationship, but will you guys be a couple without status like me and you ?. . I really don't want it to happen.. I really.. .don't want.. I guess i'm; being selffish, thinking all about myself.. but..
i just cannot bear to see that.. it's damn hurting..

ian uh ian, what happen to you lately.. can't sleep well, feeling sick, feeling tired... i felt as if i'm going to die sooner.. it's like my time is here... ian... helpp.~ i really need help~...

There's one favor, that i hope you can grant me.. you told me last time, you can give up him as a friend, just to make me give up on you.. will you do that..? i don't know, but i just..cannot take it.. it's like he's come to your house area.. eat with you and such..

when it was a day before my b'dae, i ask you if i can sent you home and you straight away reject me.. why can't you do the same for him... i really can't understand.. i cannot take it already...
i'm going to have a nervous breakdown soon D: .. Ian, please preserve...

why do you treat him so differently from me.. why do you sms me like a stranger while you sms him like a very ..... sigh, .. i'm feeling very stress now..

life isn't as easy as it seems.

Ian Chow fumbled with chopsticks @ 2:10 AM | 0 has delicate hands