It's Me the chopsticks

 This is me... Ian

Ian
o4'11'91
MSHS;YYSS
Bur Sotong
Daydreamer
ian_daydreamer@hotmail.com
Frienster: http://profiles.friendster.com/17090530

My Chopsticks

<>ADORES~ &!
*Mii*
*Myself*
*Polite Frens*
*Chatting*
*Messaging*
*Hanging Out*
*True frens*
*My Family*

<>LOATHES~ &!
*Vulgarities*
*Flirts*
*Bullies*
*Liars*
*Blamed for nothing*
*Backstabbers*
*Being Threaten*
*Rumours*
*Exams*
*Rude people*
*People who speak in 2 dialects such as chinese and hokkien :x*
*People who despise others*

<>WISHES~ &!

*Better grades*
*Stay happy*
*More friends*
*No bullies*
*Meet more polite friends(:*
*Messages*
*Laptop*
*No stress*
*Going out with friends*
*Have a pet dog/puppy*
*Have a pet cat/kitten*

We Fumble With Chopsticks

Andy|
Anping|
NIBYA^^|
Anisah|
Boonkiat|
Brenda|
Charmaiine|
Cheryl|
Chermaiine|
Choiyan|
Cindy |
Elizabeth|
Esther|
Fakheerah|
Georgina(wordpress)|
Georgina|
Gibson|
Guowei|
Haiping|
Ian Leong|
Jasmine|
Jenny|
Jiayi Lim|
Jiayi Sim|
JingKai|
JonathanToh|
Junjie|
Kaishing|
KaiHaw|
Khaiyin|
King Heede|
Laila|
Meipo|
Melody|
Michelle|
Mingyan|
Nasiha|
Neelam|
Noel|
Peiqi|
Rachel|
Raihan|
Rebecca|
Velda|
Yanzhen|
Yishan|
Yiwei|
Yilong|
Yuang Chin|
Yushan|
Zhichao|
ZhenLing|



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Tuesday, November 02, 2010

Hello Blog, I've something to confessed.
It has been 14 days since my heart has felt numb.

Should I be happy since you gotten over it? or should i be sad caused you have..
I keep thinking of what i should feel, I kept wondering if I should be happy or not. But i can't..

Everytime, my heart is always not there.. I feel quite terrible on myself lately.. It's like.. Not being myself, doing things that I should not do.. Sigh..

Well, Today, really showed me that you've totally gotten over this le.. You are already being closer with your other friends now. I don't know, I should feel happy instead? i guess.. or was i just bluffing myself.

Well, I know that True Love is when you are happy when your other party is happy. I will try to be happy(: .. I really will.. Everyday, Everynight in my life, ever since the numb feeling started. I wasn't able to digest many things in my head, in my heart. Was I being stubborn on my part? or was I being dumb..

Well, I don't know ? .. I can't figure out myself. I know i almost fainted today.. when... I couldn't take it.. The feeling..

I feel scared.. Falling in love~..

I now feel empty,

Emptier then a Can of Eaten Sardines
Emptier then a Glass of Empty Cup
Emptier then a Vacuum Air

Emptier then...My Blank Heart.

Ian Chow fumbled with chopsticks @ 12:15 AM | 0 has delicate hands