It's Me the chopsticks

 This is me... Ian

Ian
o4'11'91
MSHS;YYSS
Bur Sotong
Daydreamer
ian_daydreamer@hotmail.com
Frienster: http://profiles.friendster.com/17090530

My Chopsticks

<>ADORES~ &!
*Mii*
*Myself*
*Polite Frens*
*Chatting*
*Messaging*
*Hanging Out*
*True frens*
*My Family*

<>LOATHES~ &!
*Vulgarities*
*Flirts*
*Bullies*
*Liars*
*Blamed for nothing*
*Backstabbers*
*Being Threaten*
*Rumours*
*Exams*
*Rude people*
*People who speak in 2 dialects such as chinese and hokkien :x*
*People who despise others*

<>WISHES~ &!

*Better grades*
*Stay happy*
*More friends*
*No bullies*
*Meet more polite friends(:*
*Messages*
*Laptop*
*No stress*
*Going out with friends*
*Have a pet dog/puppy*
*Have a pet cat/kitten*

We Fumble With Chopsticks

Andy|
Anping|
NIBYA^^|
Anisah|
Boonkiat|
Brenda|
Charmaiine|
Cheryl|
Chermaiine|
Choiyan|
Cindy |
Elizabeth|
Esther|
Fakheerah|
Georgina(wordpress)|
Georgina|
Gibson|
Guowei|
Haiping|
Ian Leong|
Jasmine|
Jenny|
Jiayi Lim|
Jiayi Sim|
JingKai|
JonathanToh|
Junjie|
Kaishing|
KaiHaw|
Khaiyin|
King Heede|
Laila|
Meipo|
Melody|
Michelle|
Mingyan|
Nasiha|
Neelam|
Noel|
Peiqi|
Rachel|
Raihan|
Rebecca|
Velda|
Yanzhen|
Yishan|
Yiwei|
Yilong|
Yuang Chin|
Yushan|
Zhichao|
ZhenLing|



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Monday, October 25, 2010

Please.. If you see this post.. Don't let me know, please..
I hope Noone will read this~ ..

Song - Secrets - One Republic ~
25/10/10 - Friday..

My feelings For the whole time~ .. This may be my last post, it may not be..
But i want to express my feelings and what i've been lying to myself about..

I know, why i post when i dont want anyone to know, but i just want to express it. To shout it out, let go of what i'm feelings.. my sadness, my sorrow..

Things were never like this, it never has to be going this path... Why~ ..

Tuesday - 19 / 10 /10 .. The day we < ------------ >

What can I say, what do i want to feel~ .. What should i do.. I don't know .. The words came down too deep , i know. I know what went wrong..
I wasn't able to forget anything .. Marina at keppel bay, zoo, batam, chalet, yewtee, vivo city, safara club~ .. para para..

How...
24/10/10 , i told myself, forget everything, nothing is going to come out from this sadness, nothing...
But when you got angry with me abit.. I can't.. i realise i still feel strong.. the feelings, it wasn't fading..

When you don't tell me anything, i feel like a stranger.. A person who have hurt you far beyond the limits.. Why~ .. why do i feel this way, I know i shouldn't..

Love can't withstand a relationship, now i know.. I feel scared of love, especially true love ..
I can't forget you.. I can't forget...

Does red eyes prove anything..
Does shallow tears does anything..

When i'm in the bus, when i'm everywhere... My mind will be with you.. it is always there.. it never fades.. i can't.. i try to stop.. But it doesn't change a fucking thing in me :,( ..

Tears flow~ .. I feel numb.. My heart feels broken.. I can't change anything.. I can't..

I know we have to end. I know... i'm satisfied to be friends .... i'm really am...

Maybe after crying, i will forget everything...
Maybe after crying, i will feel better,

Everything's a maybe..

Each day, i'm wondering, what you are doing.. What you thinking.... Whether you still remember me.. I want to know...

I will keep all the memories in my head.. The deepest part.. So i won't forget.... But i won't feel sad either..

Maybe there isn't such thing as a lasting relationship, maybe there isn't anything called forever love.. I feel so stubborn in love,

If comes to love, i will always love so deeply.. and... i would also be hurt deeply in love.. the more you love, the more you will get hurt....

I know whats your reaction if you see this post.. i already know.. but i want to tell you.. i still want to be friends with you.. and not only ordinary friends... I want to be the best friend that is always there for you !.....

Even though we are not suited to be couples, at least.. just at least.. we can be best friends ....
Friends that are there for one another in need of help ..

Thats what i want the most..

Time will clear my mind..
I'm still awaiting for 3rd nov :D . Best friend outing ^^..

Thanks for all the nice memories (:

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